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Underground Cave of My Mind

Shattering the lovely glass ceiling..
One Smart, passionate, ecclectic specimen of a female.


Pity is an emotion that can get you killed. The only thing more dangerous is blind hate, and maybe love.
-Laurell K. Hamilton

I seek to live not just survive....
and to Know...

Passionate, Vivacious, strong in spirit, Mind and body:
Inner peace and Inner turmoil: I find value in both...

I am me. If you want to know *more*- you know what to do...

Oh, and my journal is... mostly... classified entries... well, the interesting entries are... lol

description of me, by my long time friend and almost brother:
Face:...I would describe it as elfin or pixie like. Slightly pointed chin, upturned nose, you would almost expect to sweep aside her hair and reveal pointed ears. Then you notice the eyes. They are remarkable, facinating, incredible.

There is no one color that can describe them. They can be blue, grey, or green, depending on her mood or what she is wearing. Except for one thing. there is a small fleck of brown in the lower left of her left iris that is always there. They are incredibly deep and soulful eyes. She has a way of looking at you as though nothing else in the world exists but you.

When she is happy, those eyes, along with her face will light up everything around her, making the whole area glow. But when she is sad, or hurt, the look she gets will make you want to do anything to fix the horrible wrong that has obviously befallen her.
Those eyes are, in my humble opinion, her absolute finest physical feature.

As of my birthday last year, I am engaged to the perfect man: he is my best friend, he brings out the best in me, accepts my sharp edges and darkness and makes me feel safe enough to be soft and sweet without feeling weak. He is the man to my woman. He is super smart and super kind. He makes me dance with laughter and giggle with glee, and become ice cold and razor sharp at the idea of ever losing him. mo cara anam.

i love to read...
Book of the moment: Life of Pi
Movie: Ghost in a Shell
Song: Anything "Madonna"

At the moment, I am rather:The current mood of rred@meowmail.com at www.imood.com

My favorite quote, courtesy of my long time friend and almost brother:

"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and screaming "WOO HOO, What a Ride!"

!adonis, !baby red, *solitary souls, a freckled lover, acute sensitivity, aikido, alaska, alexandrite, anguissette, anime, anne bishop, asian medicine, autumn, barefeet, bartending/bar wenches, being on stage, bibliophilia, big black boots, biting, black&lavender, black-eyeliner-on-my-grey/green/blue eyes, blades/edges, careful affection, caress of night, catholics, centered strength, cerebral seduction, chai, chi omega, chiropractice, chivalry, chocolate labs, classic cartoons, compartmentalization, compassion, computers, confidence&humility, cyber-anything, d&d, dark comicbooks, defiance&fate, dragons, east asian culture, electrical storms, emotional masochism, empathy, environmental activism, family, fantasy art, feral femmes, fire/flame/electricity, forgiveness of self, forgotten places, geeks, genetic engineering, gnomes, goth, green, guinness, hiking, holding back/letting go, honour&integrity, hope, insomnia, instinct&innocence, intellectual intercourse, international-life, intrigue, introspection, ireland, judaism, kissing n the rain, kitty cats, lamb&portishead, larps, leukemia, linguistics, logic&loyalty, lust&life, macabre, martial arts, massage therapy, meditation, metamorphosis, middle east, mithra, morbid curiousity, mutual repect, my motorcycle, nibbles on my ears, open-minds, pain&passion, people of the book, percy bysshe shelley, playing with candles, poe, poetry, pressure points, primal abilities, pushing the envelope, quest 4 knowledge, reading, red wine, renaissance faire, restraint, riding rollercoasters at night, role playing, rooftop romps, running at night, scent, scifi, seija, self-discipline, sensual showers, sensuality&seduction, shadows of the soul, silence, silent whispurrs, sincerity, slicing flesh, snakes, solitude, soulful-eyes, subtlety, sushi, swords, tao, tarot cards, tasting culture, tears, technology&culture, theatre, thinking outside the box, travel, tree-houses, trust&survival, unique dissection, usmc, velvet vocals, wanderlust, wisdom&reservation, wit, x and a horseshoe, yin&yang, yoga, zen, кошки


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