I... I don't know what I am right now, but I feel so restrained in my everyday actions and I find it hard to be the optomistic idealistic wondergirl that lives inside my heart
I had a dream last night- I was waiting to turn right into my imaginary subdivision and suddenly my car was engulfed by a sinkhole. I was sucked far under the surface completly encased in dark earth and I realized that my phone was dead so I couldn't call anyone to say goodbye, and as I sunk deeper, I realized that no one was ever going to find me. Of course I had fear adreneline coursing through my veins, but also... sadness... This is it, this is all I got to do.
Current sensation: pensive